Just reach home after work. After a long chat with my working peeps i reliease that what i do is TOTALLY WRONG! Damn it! Should not have do this. The way i think and her way of thinking iis totally wrong and different. I feel damn guilty now. tearing but still in control. and i really need to think and change wisely really.
last time when money does not block my way i am happy like siao but now its not.