Why I feel so lost at this time!??!?!?!?!?! why? Why suddenly I feel so lost when I had heard this conversation? why? what happen? I am stuck at this point where no one can help. really, I feel so scared now so lonely. I feel that I had lost all kind of stuff. Why? What is my goal? I've lost it far away........

My English is week.
My photography skill is not good.
I could not guild.
I am week in Videography.
I don't have a thing that I am good in...hiax...

I am just nothing but always want to help others.
I am a useless guy that dunno anything.
Even me myself spoiling my own relationship.
What if I got a good family so what?
I need to have my own goal in my own life.