I should shut my mouth.....now I am in deep shit I am just stuck in the center. My tears may just drop any moment. My heart is so pain now is like both are my muscle on my hand I don't know how to face either one of them now...serve me rite! due to my stupid mouth.
I feel both of their pain now... I am sorry for both of you...tonight I can't sleep in peace....I know yanni say she will try, but for her character I don't think she will just let her go like that. Now I am not really good now I am bad I am really fucking knn ccb stupid really....This is the biggest mistake I ever made, that is to make my friend sad.... :(
I won't let friendship break so easy....I think this is my second time fail to match friendship together again this is really my mistake....I think from now onwards I will just shut my mouth and just stop being so kpo and dun care so much....I indeed in big deep shit now really.....I promise I will not be good man any more will just be a bastard and just zip it up and close my ear and eye....I promise....a good guy is not easy to be....
I don't know what to do now. I can't be sad cause I still got tons of work to do. So don't think so much. Let them settle themself. I know if one of them see my blog they will be angry about me. Hiax is really my fault now. Slapping my mouth for saying out I am damn guilty now really very guilty. I had enough I wish I were in India without any stress and friendship problem. I start to miss them again.... :(
Oh shit sorry I break my promise not to be sad and now I am tearing....sorry Irula kids... :( -DCJR
