Bloody! Today is really a bad day that i really never had before. This kind of feeling really make me feel like crying but i must make this choice...now I am trying my best to create my future...so I wish the 3 of you can know..I may miss you guys out almost everytime, I know you feel that I am using you or giving you attitude...I know after I promise you I will forget but seriously i am trying my best to balance between friends and school and other's stuff...so ya any thing that you think i had done something wrong please tell me...