what my brain is asking and answering now, that no one know...
blog? u mean me blogging? hahaha me positive? although i am but i also had my negative side.... HAHAHAHA! I am evil, can't because i have a soft hard. I had my own style of taking that no one understand... Me keep on saying that no one knows me well....but did i really know myself at first? did i? Although i am emo, my brain start to ask lots of lots of question even some times i don't understand what am i thinking? Think i need attention. just feel like having lots...but not every second... i wanted to be like Shawn and Benjamin....i am so jealous, very....i dun have what they have.... aww! SUCK MAN!
lack of sleep everything.... dough i have a big size, but not healthy so FAT! eek! no girl like me...sad... i have a look that when people saw me they will respect....this is what others say.. i am so success people think...but how much i suffer they dun see....
i ask for what i want but in the end i had it what i dun but is some what positive... i guess irritating customer around....dough i look tall and "FIT" but i am still a kid. i want to be slim, handsome... and i can buy lots of lots of cloths....but dun...some how i get is a mature body that is fat! arrrg! head pain...wish i dun know so much things....know much not good for health....
i am who i am but i dun understand myself! WTH is going on....i live like no one business like that...horrible leh...aiyo...
i am like dunno how to explain.... i think i am a gay? that is wat i think...am i? am i sensitive? am i?
i want to be a boy that dunno anything....i hate growing up! more an more responsibility... nothing much had change on me...my english still so lan...pimple oon my face....fat on me....getting fatter...think later i die because of too fat...hahaha
arrg! later msl people saw it....the junior will say! WOW SEH THIS SENIOR SOOOOOOEMO ONE AR!!!!!
i just want to be a normal teenage that do what they want, but i know is wrong.... i dun have a real friends that really know me from the bottom of my heart..... even i dunno myself... aww! tired now...sleep now! and everything will be alright tmr will be fine... (some times things dun have the need to explian until so clear...)
