Monday, January 12, 2009
if you are not happy do not continue reading this post
if you are happy also dun read
cause this podt is going to be a very emo post and you will get angry
so just leave me alone

dunno what happen just feel that everyone around me
starting to hate me, dislike me
dunno just feel that everything change after i leave
my secondary school and join ITE....

feel that benson hate me because of my attidute problem,
feel that mdm azizah also start to leave me alone and feel irritated by me,
feel that fatimah is avoiding me because i no longer in the school,
feel that mrs tan HY hate me cause i dunwan to help her today,
feel that i am being avoiding by everyone,
i know that i am annoying jus leave me alone
i just dun feel want to be back to the place
whenever i bring happy feeling in and i will feel angry when i step out of that place
dunno why i start to go in further and further
my fucking attitude will force to show out, just dunno why?
cause i am arrogant? i also dunno but i feel that.
i want to change but i can't change.
every time i will suffer after "visit" the place


i really feel tired of stepping inside i really i wan to stop helping but i am that soft kind
i dunno why i just agree
ENOUGH OF DOING THIS!
is time for me to stop and enjoy my life in others place
if the teachers want to blame me of not helping,
you cant blame cause the juniors dun want to learn
when i want to teach
IT NOT MY FAULT!!!!
and the dear principle promise to give me a cert but
they never do it they are a BIG LIAR!!!!
and what i do in school is all rubbish no teachers recognize it
why am i so stupid?

-end-
-dexter
posted by Dexter Chiang Jia Rong @ 7:02 PM  
2 Comments:
  • At January 13, 2009 at 8:50 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    About letting go.

    When the time comes for you to let go of everything, don't hold back. Just leave it all behind. Recognitions are not important, the most important thing is that you have proved to YOURSELF what you are capable of.

    Don't care what others had to say and mean it. Its difficult, this transition you have to go through but take one day at at time. Learn as you go by.

    Alright, don't be so sad...

     
  • At January 17, 2009 at 4:16 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    BAKA! I didn't avoid you! you were the one who didn't reply even time i message you in MSN! >___>

     
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