"N" Level has started. This few days in school, no lesson. Teachers saying story......students laughing...... talking plus meditating err i will say sleeping!? YA! something like that la.
Em...... let me post about tomorrow.
Yesterday i spent my whole day in Metta Home. Morning the same old things (chanting) OK than after chanting we start to setup our own thing.(that we in-charge)
I was in-charge of balloon structure, DJ, MC and git planner WOW!!! Is damn FUN!!
Balloons Structure: this is few photo of the balloon i have made left side balloon, right side balloon left side balloon, right side balloon this is where i put the balloon
not "very" professional but is better than the last time i made.
DJ, MC and gift planner: HAHA!!! MC is the most challenging part! You need to entertain them with singing and joke. While i pass my mike to a singer i quickly run to the sound system to ex-change CD. after i put in the CD i need to arrange the gift for the Lucky Draw coming up No-time to at During the Lucky Draw i quickly run to pick up my pump to make Balloon Structure for the kids until today so tired but to me is a new expreience and i am really very happy. OoOoO! so busy... but HAPPY!! this is the true happy i am searching for!
found this picture in my school workspace
NOTE: (this message is write to few people) why do i have to keep getting hurt..even though i know that life here now is just temporarily...i know that life is very short...but there is no reason for me to get hurt anymore...its just the hearts around me...they are just too cruel to me...why do i have to suffer everyday of my life getting hurt and tears always fall...im tired of this life i have..
we have our life...sometimes its good and sometimes is bad but why most of the time for me...i have bad times..i just dont understand that people will mind other people business just to hurt other people feelings..if it was a way to help people settle problems in their life i will be glad to hear that but to hurt peoples heart..that i will not ever forgive them..
in my life people pass and goes around me...when they need light...they will come to me but then when i need those light..it just seems to be never existed...i m not asking much of it...but at least give me some light so that i have a reason to live
true.. what goes around comes around.. but what goes up do coms down - like baloons.. aeroplanes.. thanks to gravity..
glad that you had been ganing more and lots of experience in Metta Home.
a note for you: hurt - it's something everyone have to feel, for we're only humans. and you dun need others to be the reason for living, for you should live for yourself. It's your life. true that people comes and goes.. nothing really stayed permanent here.. even memory can be lost, life can be lost, and people - can simlpy get lost! the thing is, there are people who still cares for you, thou they may not be near (nor too far), you have people who cares and that matters. take all the pain that you have now as to churn ur energy level up and get moving your way up-up and away & shine. Synergy!? - Shine with energy. Take care.
true.. what goes around comes around.. but what goes up do coms down - like baloons.. aeroplanes.. thanks to gravity..
glad that you had been ganing more and lots of experience in Metta Home.
a note for you:
hurt - it's something everyone have to feel, for we're only humans. and you dun need others to be the reason for living, for you should live for yourself. It's your life. true that people comes and goes.. nothing really stayed permanent here.. even memory can be lost, life can be lost, and people - can simlpy get lost!
the thing is, there are people who still cares for you, thou they may not be near (nor too far), you have people who cares and that matters. take all the pain that you have now as to churn ur energy level up and get moving your way up-up and away & shine.
Synergy!? - Shine with energy.
Take care.